YAHONG-
Monday, November 14, 2005
just because im close to the guy she likes
and so she always stood a distance away from me.
we were once close.
but hey,
things do change.
right now,
all i want is for things
to be the same as the past.
i want to talk on the phone with you late at night,
walking back from point,
standing at the traffic light junction cont chatting
where we refused to move on.
take bus home together after tuition,
and spend more time with each other.
those fun times when we went out together,
and the times when we watched movies together.
those memorables.
disliking is a momentary feeling.
somehow things change,
hatred fades,
and we want things to turn out right,
where everything starts all over again.
and now i wonder,
what would happen
if she dint tell me all those stuffs?
if she dint ask me to get close to the guy,
i wouldnt have gotten close to him.
if i wasnt close to him,
she wouldnt have felt that we were TOO CLOSE.
and if we werent too close,
there wouldnt be misunderstandings between us.
arghs,
all the IFS.
IF all the IFS could happen,
the world would be such a wonderful place.
picking up your phone,
i really hope that we could be
like what we were before.
but there's no point reminiscing,
because i dont want to be reminded
of all the misunderstandings.
& 7:12 PM
