Tuesday, November 07, 2006
i am so upset with myself for sounding so harsh towards alex. its not his fault at all, i dont understand why i said all those to him. perhaps its cause i didnt get the chance to tell conghan how i felt, perhaps. but its all so unfair to alex.probably its time to cool down, and think much more about what truly happened. theres no need for him to avoid me, cause we are both avoiding each other now.-& i dont want to lose him, sighs.