The Game.

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

You crossed so many hurdles, trying to reach the finishing point, but when you were about to reach, you stopped and ran back. I didnt know what happened, you say while you were crossing the hurdles, you give it a long thought, and convinced yourself that you will never reach the finishing point. Now when you are running the opposite direction, i shouted across to you that you have already crossed all the hurdles to the finishing point. but you didnt stop running back. Instead, you said you have no idea if you should run back to me, or continue to race back to your past. I hope you would stop running, to think of what you really want, but you didnt.

Now you are lost, somewhere i couldnt see.

I was crying hard at the end, you saw it, but you refused to stop.
Perhaps the starting point was more appealing to you instead.


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I wrote 2 full pages of what happened between the both of us, our memories, and the quality times we both spent together. But, im sad. It could only fill up 2 pages. It would have been longer, if you hadnt turn back.

Of course, i dont push the blame entirely to you, because i wasnt a magnet in the first place. Sometimes i repelled, but i did that entirely unknowingly.

Now, i hope you will come back to me.
I hope you will stand by me.
& it doesnt matter anymore how many sticks of cigarettes you smoke each day,
which car you are going to drive me in.


"Though grass on the other side may be greener, it could well be artificial turf."
How True.


With Y,
Yongqi

& 10:51 PM

M YONGQI :)


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