cherished'MOMENTS

2008-06-16T09:44:00.006+08:00

HAHAHA I HAVE A FACE(&BODY) OF FATS.

Commissioning parade is a whole different experience i feel, and i'm really really happy for chiuhao!

Thank you ivy for accompanying me, and i know you went not because my boyfriend asked you to accompany his girlfriend to the parade, you went because of me! haha, oh and winson and zhihui too.

& lastly, im back here to show that i've not totally abandoned this old blog :)

2008-01-24T00:07:00.000+08:00

I learnt implicit differentiation and partial differentiation today :D After not touching Amaths for so long, I kinda miss it actually.

Finally I collect my diana+ yesterday, cant wait to develop the roll of film to see the effects! I'm seriously considering of purchasing fisheye2, but its a little off my budget (okay, very off) soooo, sigh.
No attachment, no income, no money.
No, i dont miss attachment.

I really do not wish to help out on Friday, I'm really not into volunteer kind of thing, & yet I'm forced to it. A forced volunteer :(

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Yay Genting on Monday! :)

2007-12-12T17:13:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired, I asked my mom what day is it today when she was waking me up, and I almost told her that today I dont have to work. I seriously thought today was a weekend. & the rain makes it such a joy to sleep in. Sighhh.

But looking at the bright side, it's the 16th week already! 4 more weeks to go, and I shall wave goodbye to internship. But perhaps I cant survive the remaining 4 weeks because of some of the issues.. I dont want! :( But well, some things are just not up to me to decide.

Anyway, I still have a total of 3.5 days of leave, & I cant decide how to use them all. Plus a few days of MCs..... Hohoho.

2007-11-14T14:35:00.000+08:00

ive no friends, im bored and i wanna watch stardust.

sick of work man, seriously. I've been listening to friends complaining about their attachmeant about them being too busy and holding too many responsibilities. I didn't complain at all, because you cant possibly expect me to say "im too bored at work because i have nothing much to do, no responsibilities, and all i do is look forward to events cause during event time i can go and fool around and waste time".

but still, its so annoying having nothing to do, because time passes so slowly. plus derick isnt here anymore, so theres no one for me to joke with. and there's no one sitting at the desk beside me. the girl opposite me always disappear, the girl beside her is now in thailand. the management area beside me is so empty, 2 of them are in thailand and the last seat in the management area is replaced with gavin who took over derick and i dont talk to gavin at all. so actually im kinda isolated, sadly.

I miss the times before SSA, at least that period of time is hectic and before you know it, its time for lunch already.

I'm going to walk around to find people to talk to now. haha.

2007-10-24T10:57:00.000+08:00

A few weeks ago, I decided to get that itouch. but now I doubt so, cause im pretty poor :(

Anyway, I'm glad that my mock interview & EIT presentation are over. I believe I cannot do presentations at all, much less to say doing Q&A. My mind is just too lazy/tired to think of answers. No, I think my mind is too lazy to even think what is the question asking. Grrrr, I dont even feel like opening my mouth.
The mock interview was just a waste of time, seriously. She asks us to do up our portfolio, and in the end we also never show it to her. So heavy somemore. & the damn portfolio cost me 15bucks! because I took Jolie's cashcard to photocopy the certs, and in the end I forgot to take the cashcard out. So, sigh. Need to return her her $15 which was in the card so that she can get another card. How unlucky.

Woooo so many people are getting ds! Now I like to go band because I can play ds with them. We sit together in a circle and get so excited over the kart, hahaha! No la, but we also will self prac right yimei!

I love my DS, heehee.

There are so many things I wanna buy but too bad, I'm too poor! I need to save money. I need to stop eating fast/expensive food during lunch, I need to look for cheaper alternatives so that I get to save more money. Fast food makes me fat, soo....

I miss my friends, I miss everybody cause I cant find time to go out with them, I dont know why. I seem to have plenty of time on hand, but time just slip away too fast.

The other day Derick sent me home, taught me what to say during interviews (but in the end didnt use it at all, haha), treat me to crabs and promised to bring me for nice food. I think he is the best manager around, he is the one who always make us laugh. Two more weeks and he'll be leaving..... :(

Yay, curry rice for lunch!

I miss mahjong but I'm highly in deficit cause I owe everybody money. If I ever had the habit of running away from loan sharks, then I think probably there wont be many friends for me to meet cause I'll be busy running away from them. Hahahaha.

2007-09-07T22:12:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOODNESS I'M SO TEMPTED TO GET IT AS SOON AS I GET MY PAY!! So pretty! But that means............

there goes my pay.

Anyway, ITP's good so far, although i have a few complaints here and there. & I love the company, cause they provided me with the luxury of taking cabs to suntec and back home for these 2 days ever since the event started!

MORE EVENTS PLEASE! HAHAHA!

2007-09-05T11:25:00.000+08:00

I'm really very very forgetful and I'm so afraid that i'll lose the projector later! :(

ahhhhhhhhhhhh!
& I'm so sick of looking for pictures for the cover page when she keep saying that the pictures are ugly.
Hello, why not you choose one and show it to me?

2007-08-25T16:04:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh, finally a load off my mind. But i doubt any of my papers are well done, because everytime C asks me about my paper, all i say is "i dont know how to do". & yesterday he asked me why all my papers i dont know how to do....... sucks, i feel so disappointed with myself. My last papers in poly yet i dont do them well.

ITP in one weeks time. but at least i have one week to sleep at home! :)
Im so afraid i cant reach harbourfront at 9 everyday. argh.

oh yes i still owe hanxian his birthday present.

2007-08-16T09:59:00.000+08:00

Let's see, it's 2 papers downnnnn BUT 3 MORE TO GO.

im supposed to be studying, but right now its too early for me to do anything at all. so the only thing i can do now is to on my com, and look for things to do. but i cant view sprees anymore cause i've spent enough money and i think its time to stop spending so much (hahahaha!).
thus, this post.

sighh, bumpy!
eileen, stop snatching from me. :D

yesterday was supposed to be studying after my test, but in the end we talked and laughed like nobodies' business, & coming up with really weird stuffs. aiya, as usual. hahahaha.

sigh, sometimes i dont want the exams to end. it's kinda sick, but because i rreeeeaalllyy do not look forward to itp. sigh. 5 months. sigh.

Meeting pretty dust the other day was fun, & i really wanna visit her air-conditioned dorm! :)

2007-07-08T17:46:00.000+08:00

I miss universal studios, their food and the weather,

the chipmunk, elmo and the cookiemonster.

2007-06-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

Goodbye, Singapore.

2007-06-09T15:32:00.000+08:00

2 more days.
as much as im excited about the trip, im kinda unwilling to go :(

anyway, these few days i've been feeling very emotional, i cry too easily whenever i get disappointed with stuffs, i have no idea why.

and you know, i think perhaps i've already lost you as my very good friend a long time ago.
so what if we've known each other eons ago?
& may i ask, does time even matter anything to you?

3 more weeks.

2007-05-12T11:44:00.000+08:00

THIS CAKE IS VERY VERY NICE!

2007-05-05T17:55:00.000+08:00

we skipped gems to do stupid things. hahahahaha.

& this is what happens when you get too bored in class.

sigh, im so broke. i need money for japan trip. monies, can you please drop from the sky? & we can be best friends! :)

its time to change a wallet. burberry will you be mine?

2007-05-03T15:52:00.001+08:00

do friends really not stay?

2007-03-31T22:10:00.000+08:00

Goodbye, old friend.
Hello, new friend.

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The next thing i want to do is to be a lesbian. I'm serious.

2007-03-25T22:56:00.000+08:00

300 was okay, but companion was greeeeat hahahaha!

it was nice seeing chipchua and leekar with his new emo-looked hair after so long! perhaps its time to visit phua, eileen and eng at the zoo! im starting to lose touch with them. :(

donuts! i dont know who i should thank for the donuts, so i thank all who were there yesterday, sumo, randy, sorzai & xiaobai. but especially sumo&randy cause sumo queued for 2 freaking hours! hahahaha.

balcony last night was gooood. it always felt good going out with them, cause you know friendships for at least 9years is hard to come by, & these are the friends who would truly stand by you.
ame, more 13 years to come & jan-cyn-jess, with manymany more 9 years! :)
ame, i love mrt rides home with you too, & not to forget, your funny words! haha!

ahhhh, finally a not-so-emo post.

2007-03-19T00:42:00.000+08:00

sit down and think, does it really not matter?
sigh, the history is somewhat repeating.

2007-03-11T20:35:00.000+08:00

Homosapiens are the most contradicting creatures on earth.

So, im going to show you that all the things that happened do not happen because of you. wait and see.

2007-02-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder, what actually happened to you. & to clarify, no, it's no more because of love. but even so, there's no reason for me to even ask you about it 'cause probably to you, we ain't even friends.

it's getting scary. people are getting more and more unpredictable.
either that, or i'm getting more and more impatient with people.

sigh. i need my confidant now, but definitely, its not you.

2007-02-06T00:03:00.000+08:00

SHOPPING IS UP!

so lets hope exams go down soon. :))

anyway.

Betty waved, ate kiwi, rode the bicycle, knocked onto the wall, bruised herself ,screamed and lost her voice.

This is the story of Betty by Hanxian, who spent 15 mins drawing it.
hahaha.

And the sad thing is, Betty is going to die in 2 days.
sigh.

2007-01-26T22:21:00.000+08:00

im fucking unhappy.
and now, nothing can me laugh. not even the funniest joke.

the wrong-est choice i made was to stay at home tonight.
& i really hope i can just abandon everything in life.

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because happy moments together are long gone.

but, do we even have happy moments together at all?
we both know the answer,
& the answer is NO.

2007-01-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

I was laughing at yingling for wanting to go home tmr to play monopoly with her sister.

But, I'd just realised something. Something that would never happen to me.

People are getting more and more family-oriented. Many are spending more time with their sisters, brother, cousins etc. They go shopping, have lunch/dinner, or whatever it is, they just spend time together.

Even though i complain about my parents and sister all the time, i suddenly hope that i will get a chance to spend more time with them.

i miss family gatherings.

& i miss my cousins.

Anyway.

My monkey partner drew me a pink banana.

Thanks yimei!

hahahahaha!

2007-01-10T04:11:00.000+08:00

somehow, nothing affects me anymore.

2006-12-27T13:14:00.001+08:00

You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back.

2006-12-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

i know i dont really have many chances to stay at home, in this room, alone.

this is one of the rare times where my sister stays out, leaving me alone at home, but im loving every sec of it. the whole room to yourself, having no one to disrupt your sleep, no one chasing you out of the room when she wants to sleep.. ahhhh. fantastic.

family dinner at the spring court was splendid, i finally get to meet up cousins. :) i had a taste of an expensive cake, which cost 130bucks - though i didnt really like it. anyway, the dinner and cake cost up to a thousand, i think my uncle is really wealthy, or perhaps its just to celebrate his son being accepted as a gifted kid.

this dinner made me realise how distanced me and my sis were, not physically, but mentally.

on the way home, we passed by several roads, which reminded me of 1515. i was hoping to see it somewhere on the road, but i know it deep down that its impossible.
okay lets not talk about it anymore.

anyways, congrats best friend. my luck isnt that bad afterall. :)

2006-12-20T01:52:00.000+08:00

the rain's nice, it just puts me to sleep. & i really love to sleep. :)

finally got out of the house today after my longlong sleep, went over to tcc for coffee. yay! and thanks Christopher(hahaha!) for the wedges. yun left for dinner, so i dragged him along with me to vivo. luckily i got the top which i saw yesterday!
now i want to get the jeans and the grey denim skirt, heh.

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& its always good to know that someone is always there when you are down, someone who will make you laugh no matter what.
you always teach me how to look at things at another perspective, how i shouldnt get angry over trivial matters, shares my emo-ness and alot more other stuffs (like being my alarm block haha).

anyway,
thank you, best friend. :)

2006-12-12T01:23:00.000+08:00

I have no idea why am i so so so angry with you, reading your blog makes me feel like killing you. Everything stayed normal when i was talking and discussing about you this evening, but now everything i see just makes me mad.

I really hope you get far away from me, and i think i'll never want to have anything to do with you. You contradict, & you act differently, always.

Im quite upset with myself, yet im not doing anything about it. sigh.

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I feel so-guilty-but-yet-lucky for not turning up for the paper today. Cause i know if i went for the paper, im gonna flunk it, so why would i want to do that right?

Anyway, im really looking forward to saturday!

Saturday come saturday come saturday come! :):):)

2006-12-10T04:28:00.000+08:00

maybe everything's so wrong,
maybe whatever I've done all these while are so redundant.

there are so many maybes that we wouldnt know,
the maybes that we didnt do.

thanks for telling me all those just now, phua.

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& its sad to say, nothing ever remains the same.

2006-12-06T05:33:00.000+08:00

went for SAJC's post prom party just now, & i met so many friends whom i've missed out for so long. weijing, lynette, all the guys from my ex-mj class, and amos! i couldnt really recognise the guys from mj, all i could recognise was fuzhong, ding qiang, karwee, abel. oh yes, and jean&weijian! :) the awesome peeps that i can recall. today was mj's prom tooooooo and i should be there(if i didnt transfer). hahaha.

anyway it was a good night meeting friends.

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so, do anything still matters to you, at all?

2006-11-26T22:48:00.000+08:00

i think i made the right choice of not making any plans today. i woke up at 4, and all i did was play triz. hahaha. i want the crab feastttttttt.

anyway, tcc was nice!

sighh its monday again tmr.
monday blues. :(

2006-11-21T23:12:00.000+08:00

I'd been skipping lessons for 2 consecutive days, it's bad. I didnt wake up THAT late, but i just refused to get down to school. 'cause school is boring, and I know joe and raj wouldnt be happy seeing us walking in late for class, although that is what we do everyday ever since school started.
I was cheated of 2 bucks yesterday for overstay, and it was the first time i ever heard of overstay instation. This morning was the yummmy long john breakfast at tiong!

I have to complete blaw and sunzi soooon. That sunzi essay is driving me crazy, I have no idea what to write at all, and the worst thing is i couldnt even find any articles for that. & we have to submit it on thurs, fuck. One more day for me to complete the essay. If i dont finish it by today, that means i will be stucked at home the whole of tmr to get my brain juice squeezed for the essay. That will be so terrible.

But luckily i found the blaw article already, all i need to do now is to write up the summary, yay! :)

I've been craving for sakae for so so long, but i just cant find the time to get down for the buffet. Sigh. and life's been pretty bad lately, I think im gonna fall into depression soon.

Anyway, the whole world is changing. hahaha. suddenly someone suggested MoS after sectionals on thurs, and friday. scaryyyy.

2006-11-20T13:10:00.000+08:00

I get upset over the slightest thing.

but aiya, this shows that its the time to forget.

2006-11-19T04:37:00.000+08:00

i have no idea why some people are so idiotic, they dont even know you well and yet they want to comment. as though that is not enough, the continue to add some shits about your friend, flaming her.

hello, i know her more than you do, so stop all these shitty talks with me. you're just allowing me to know your true colours, and ill definitely not trust you anymore. but in the first place we arnt even friends, or whatever. just fuck off la, bastards.

the sort of hs gathering made me realise how long i've not met them all. most of them are happy and high 'cause they finished their A's, the remaining poly students are just as normal, cause kenny is the only poly student i dont see often.

Gatherings like this makes me happy &treasure our friendships more.

All for now.
Im tired, and my hair is dried, so time to sleep!

Loves all. :)

I miss you so, but you'd never know.

2006-11-18T14:23:00.000+08:00

I have no idea whats with the new blogger beta. Anyway, im stupid stressed careless and crazy, so haha.

Grumblings and complaints days have passed, i hope.

Everything is gonna stay the same.

2006-11-09T02:01:00.000+08:00

Life for some time now has been somewhat depressing and you feel 'under the weather'. You are looking for a means by which you can escape from all the pressures of everyday life. But you must remember that the 'Past does not equal 'Tomorrow'. You are seeking a way to escape from all the trials and tribulations that oppress you at this time, but at least you haven't given up - if one pattern of behaviour doesn't seem to work then you'll change it for another.

You are a very warm and emotional individual but unfortunately in the past too many people have taken advantage of this sensitive trait. You need aesthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm understanding. All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.

You are feeling trapped by the situation as it stands at this time and what is more, you feel powerless to remedy it. You are stressful, angry and disgruntled. You feel that everything that you try to do to change the situation is thwarted and your hopes and aspirations all seem to be receding into the ever distant future. You have reached the state where you now doubt whether your dreams will ever be achieved and this is not only causing mental stress but heartache.

You need to get away from it all - you need to have time to think, to recuperate, to be able to make your own decisions.You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are.

You need OUT.
So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

2006-11-08T22:51:00.000+08:00

You crossed so many hurdles, trying to reach the finishing point, but when you were about to reach, you stopped and ran back. I didnt know what happened, you say while you were crossing the hurdles, you give it a long thought, and convinced yourself that you will never reach the finishing point. Now when you are running the opposite direction, i shouted across to you that you have already crossed all the hurdles to the finishing point. but you didnt stop running back. Instead, you said you have no idea if you should run back to me, or continue to race back to your past. I hope you would stop running, to think of what you really want, but you didnt.

Now you are lost, somewhere i couldnt see.

I was crying hard at the end, you saw it, but you refused to stop.
Perhaps the starting point was more appealing to you instead.

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I wrote 2 full pages of what happened between the both of us, our memories, and the quality times we both spent together. But, im sad. It could only fill up 2 pages. It would have been longer, if you hadnt turn back.

Of course, i dont push the blame entirely to you, because i wasnt a magnet in the first place. Sometimes i repelled, but i did that entirely unknowingly.

Now, i hope you will come back to me.
I hope you will stand by me.
& it doesnt matter anymore how many sticks of cigarettes you smoke each day,
which car you are going to drive me in.

"Though grass on the other side may be greener, it could well be artificial turf."
How True.

With Y,
Yongqi

2006-11-07T14:22:00.000+08:00

i am so upset with myself for sounding so harsh towards alex. its not his fault at all, i dont understand why i said all those to him. perhaps its cause i didnt get the chance to tell conghan how i felt, perhaps. but its all so unfair to alex.

probably its time to cool down, and think much more about what truly happened. theres no need for him to avoid me, cause we are both avoiding each other now.

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& i dont want to lose him, sighs.

2006-11-06T13:28:00.000+08:00

i'll miss the times we spent together.

you've always been sending me home, forever being so nice. i thought all these would last, and i took for granted of all, i've never truly told you how i felt. now, when it's all over, i cry and regret. but tell me whats the point, when everything is changed.

there's no more you, no more of your hugs and kisses, and lovebites and whatever. i admit i do love to sit in your car, but it wouldnt matter if you have it, or not. its just the times spent together, like what gf always say.

after so long, i have never told you that i didnt tell you i like you is because i was afraid of love. i saw what happened to yx and me, i didnt want to go through the whole issue of breakups again. i thought i would let you know how i felt when i was more ready to love, but i never got the chance to.

at the same time, i fell into the same trap unknowingly. i was so dependent on you, and always had you with me. i thought we can just carry on this way, until i was ready for a rs. you were always so caring, always msg-ing me early in the morning, and talking to me on the phone at night. it became a habit. now i miss everything so much.
like what alex says, if i aint serious with this, why would i even bother to talk to you on the phone every night, even if it means skipping my favourite tv show? you've never thought of it, never.

i've never told you how much my 18th birthday meant to me, and how happy i was to have you with me at the first second and the very last one. the cable car ride was love, and it was because you were with me. you didnt know all these, i thought you knew. you always rush down to look for me whenever i gave you a call, you never know how guilty i felt. but at the same time, i know you did all those for love. you always came down to fetch me home after band, just because you dont want me to face the awkwardness i'd have with hanxian. im happy with all you did, and all those definitely made me love you more.

jiayu is a lucky girl, she got you back for the upteenth time. i lost you for the first time, and i know, its the end. now im not going to hold on to any hope at all, i know it would be another misery if i do. i've never gotten a second chance, never with yx, and never with you.

now you ignore me, my messages, my calls, and even san's. i have no idea what you want anymore, there's no way for us to even be friends if you continue to act like this &
now i dont even have the mood to get out of the house, dont even feel like shopping and spend money. its changed, everything's changed, i've changed.

let me cry, & let me die.

2006-11-04T21:05:00.000+08:00

all the regrets.

i cant take it anymore, its so hard pretending.

now i can only blame myself for forgoing the chance,

which i never knew would be the last.

2006-11-04T20:31:00.000+08:00

it was quite disappointing girlfriend couldnt come yesterday,
& yes i was saaaad.
but no matter what, i had to go since i dont even have a choice to start with.

it was obvious you've changed.

anyway, beer is still as sucky as ever,
whisky with coke & the cherry brandy was love.

i couldnt believe i lost 20 sips while playing, and keith was definitely gay.
(i swear he was in cahoots with the-always-bastardy-sexy-weeeleeeee.)
haha.

luckily anna was there when i puked, although thats also the reason why the toilet was occupied.

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& i thought i almost died on the way back,
especially when the driver was also quite drunk.

It's just a few days, & I see such drastic changes in my life.

2006-11-01T17:08:00.000+08:00

i was excited in the morning, but pretty sad now.
perhaps i dont know you at all, or its that you're just so different already.
and the picture was back, somehow i dont know when.

Get me out of this, please.

it's always nice having some people to crack some jokes when you're feeling down,
& its good to know some friends are always there.

and kahkeeee, thanks for always being there, even till late in the night. but the night is always young for you, i know! hahaha. thanks for your jokes, they really cracked me up, though they are not really that humourous sometimes. haha. thanks thanks.

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im so lost, why cant i hold on to everything i have right now.

everything's changing & today was the weirdest day of all.
everyone's weird, and everything is just not right.

even clementi looks different, and the bubble tea taste funny.

but at least now i know, you are still there to care for me, after so long.

dont leave me in the cold alone.

//
dark circles are eating me, anna thought it was eye shadow. it must be damn damn dark. ):

2006-10-31T23:02:00.000+08:00

im so lost, why cant i hold on to everything i have right now.

everything's changing & today was the weirdest day of all.
everyone's weird, and everything is just not right.

even clementi looks different, and the bubble tea taste funny.

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but at least now i know, you are still there to care for me, after so long.

dont leave me in the cold alone.

\dark circles are eating me, anna thought it was eye shadow.
it must be damn damn dark. ):

2006-10-30T13:15:00.000+08:00

nowadays, its always the spoilt table, the girl, the spoilt table, the girl, the spoilt table..... and everything just repeats itself.
perhaps i should go guanyinma.com like what jolie suggested, haha.

suddenly i miss the times rushing off to the library just to get online using the webmessenger, which is always taking forever to load.

2006-10-26T23:00:00.000+08:00

there are so many regrets in life, and i think i cant get over mine.
like, i really wanted to go for the disney internship, but the thing is no one is able to fork out that amount of money. why wont money fall from sky? or get some richyrich godmas etcetc. hahaha.

suddenly i miss the cable car rides. i love cable car that lights up. :)
vivo city was uber crowded on tuesday, i thought i was going to suffocate to death. i dont even see orchard with that much people la! though crowded, the wait at sushi tei wasnt long. anyway, i had a sumptuous meal at sushi tei! :)

meeting jamie was fab, cause i missed her and her nonsense! i bet its fun studying over at sentosa, especially when they get all the discounted rides and entries. haha.

securing your pc is probably the most slack gems ive ever seen. all you need to do is go to the lecture room, take attendance and sleep/play/read/etc cause the lecturer wouldnt care.

staying at home is driving me nuts. parents naggggggggggggg everyday, and i cant stand it anymore. i wanted to get out of this house, as soon as possible.

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on a random note, the good and the evil appears hand in hand.

2006-10-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

i think royce chocolates are the best chocolates around! :))

im skipping lessons like nobody's business already, but yet i said i'll work hard this sem. sighs.

sunday night was one of the best nights, i was really happy deep down my heart though nothing really fascinating happened. and that was the day which made me realise what meant most to me, nothing's changed from that day till now.

2006-10-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

frustrations. and when i thought things were turning out better in the late evening, everything crumbles, and i face frustrations again.

i was grumbling the whole day, to the same ol'3 peeps. firstly it was the canteen auntie who poked her nose into what i was doing. giving 'advices' like 'there's no need to put so much sugar, the auntie has already put in one big tablespoon of sugar in the coffee'. what's more, she emphasized on the size of the spoon. and next she drived us to the table to stir our coffee, just because she wanted to wipe that counter. its not as though there was someone in the queue behind us or we were blocking someone else's way. and there was something else that made me mad. even the fm tutor makes me sick. i grumbled all the way, from dover to bugis. i really do pity jolie, cause she had to put up with my grumbles. haha.

meeting jin was the happiest moment today. we spent so much time laughing together, and luckily i didnt spend much. we definitely went crazy when we went to the neoprints machine. its been a long time since we took that, and also, we went in partly is because the other day i saw san's and it was so pretty with the glitters all over!
we saw nicholas while on our way getting out of bugis, and our first reaction was run! hahaha. and we even tried to hide from him, but he disappeared out of a sudden later. we couldnt see him anywhere near.

i was feeling damn pissed after my dad got home, cause he scolded me for talking on the phone again. i just dont understand whats wrong with talking on the phone. & when my phone suddenly ring again, i thought i wouldnt want to talk on the phone at all, but i was wrong, totally. instead, it did made my day, and i wondered how did i get all so hyped and excited while talking on the phone. we shall talk on the phone again soon. :)

i cant believe somethings affects me so much.

2006-10-01T00:04:00.000+08:00

it's a routine.
i look forward to wednesdays on mondays&tues, and look forward to weekends on thurs&fri.

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yimei told me ma la huo guo is nice, im so tempted to go already la! :) anna came over to fetch me after band, went for a spin again before supper. nicenice supper at no signboard, and its much cheaper than jumbo. vivo city looks nice and its BIG. Singapore has pretty good night views too, over at the esplanade. went over to the 'seaside' at punggol, quite a boring place to me. the scariest thing was the dead black cat which we saw on the way to punggol seaside, lying flat in the middle of the road. it was a friday, but luckily not the 13th.
it took me more than 45mins to get home from punggol, cause i kept making wrong turns. anyway i felt that i almost toured the whole singapore yesterday, thanks anna. :)

watched rob-b-hood today, and that baby is so so so cute! im in love with the baby already. heh. bought pretty much stuffs today, good day.

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luckily im not used to travelling in a car everyday. trains are still a part of me. :)

2006-09-26T12:14:00.000+08:00

Received a totally unexpected call and it made my day- cause just before the call i was chided for being home late, again. and it made me so upset then.

& so, i really thank you for calling, after so many tries! :) i cant believe i always missed your call.

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but then, im feeling so bad for all the free rides home these few days.

2006-09-26T02:12:00.000+08:00

slacked the whole afternoon away in the nice room, then pratas at west coast with milkshakes and horlicks dinosaur, & lastly in the familiar black car. all thanks to anna. :)

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yay its a wednesday today!

my dearest movie kahkeee when are you free?

2006-09-22T15:24:00.000+08:00

i love waking people up while they are still in dreamland or when its in the middle of the night-especially that dumb, who asked me to get drunk tonight. yay. i shall call you at 5am in the morning again to disturb your sleep. or why not you call me to dig the secrets outta me. hahahahaha, but i think your mission will fail la seriously.

i've been working, hardly having the time to shop around. argh. 2 more days yongqi, hang on.

but school's starting soooon. i want my holidays back!

even guys couldnt explain what you were thinking of. aint you weird. i thought i didnt care much about you anymore, until yesterday night while i was on the phone. i heard what his ex gf said, and what he thought of her actions. and i thought of me. some things change, while some doesnt. maybe i've changed.
okay thats all, period.

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drunkards are so scary, cause they spout nonsense.

2006-09-14T13:29:00.000+08:00

watched little man with that irritating couple who kept laughing at me, i swear im not going to go out with them next time. hahaha. but i enjoyed the movie, and had ben & jerrys! and somemore its chocolate fudge brownie! muahahaha.

at work the happiest thing was seeing eunos after so so long. :D and the funny thing is he came over, and told me some stuffs, i dont know why. haha. ahhhhhh, but anyway its good to see him again! :)

2006-09-13T03:15:00.000+08:00

caught snakes on the plane, partly cause ivy and jessica said it was nice. and indeed, it was nice simply cause the everything is hilarious. it's supposed to be some violence and gore stuffs, but i dont know why the both of us keep breaking out in laughters.
actually the front part started quite scary when all the snakes broke out. and the both of us felt like getting out of the cinema. but, luckily we didnt cause that would mean we wasted money, and we'll miss out such laughs.
the best part that cracked us up the most is when the anaconda & man was sucked out together due to difference in pressure. the head of the person is half swallowed by the anaconda. sounds gore, but when you watch it, its funny. imagine the both of them sucked out together, with a longlong thing stucked to your head. hahahaha. and the anaconda was HUGEE.

okay shall leave out the disappointing stuffs.
but im glad i've a very good timetable cause i dont have to go school on wednesdays!

it's nearly 5am, so that means my body is malfunctioning again.....

2006-09-09T04:04:00.000+08:00

went over to san's place to watch the last episode, but it was quite disappointing. the ending wasnt nice la....... but i loved her place anyway. it was nice talking to her, & how we made fun of friendster and stuffs. and time flies. hahaha. and it's till today i know that actually we can talk to people even when we are offline!

i was feeling so so emo just now. but im glad im okay already. i have good friends around who sleeps later than i do, so they can always talk to me! hahaha. i love these people la. :)
i wonder why do i always tell people its a past, yet im not telling myself the same-but i know i can already, after so long-the realities.

i find people talk more about themselves in the middle of the night. its amazing how people open up at these weird timings. but well im also one of them. human ah human. i love late night talks. haha.

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im pretty sure i'll be late tmr, given the fact that im still here at this hour. & i've been saying that i wanna go sleep for about 2 hours already.

jiawei im not owl.
yuting im not panda.

2006-09-06T22:25:00.000+08:00

today's a sakae day, for me. heehee. was walking & walking, cause we werent sure where's the exact location of sakae. but finally we found! :) had a sumptuous spread, and we finished our food only after 2hours? initially wanted to go over to sakura, but the buffet ended early thus we changed our mind.

our VERY sumptuous spread :)

chawanmushis are love!
& it is served in such a prettaye cup or bowl or whatever-you-call-it, a nice wooden spoon, so japanese. i feel like stealing them home. haha.

& out of boredom, we did this.

and adding on to our creative-ness, it became....

the eyebrows, nose & moustache.

sashimis, i'm missing you already.

okay i love sakae dining, the place is nice, the food is nice, and it makes me happy. heehee.

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the sixth sense is so amusing. there it was, telling me that i will see chiuhao. the next moment, i see him getting out of the train, staring right in my face.
i will never forget the corny face he gave. & i know he will never forget the shocked face i gave. hahaha.
sixth sense, you are great. be my best friend please. :))

i feel like working at the forbidden city, cause its so coool. and you get to go into forbidden city so often, know the bartenders, get free drinks and stuff. haha, im dreaming. but i really really really love that place la. so pretty.

okay 30 turtles now. along with 2 snails, 1 dog & 1 cat. im so bored.

2006-09-06T01:35:00.000+08:00

went for pasta mania again, and suddenly i find that the sodas are BIGG. i spent about an hour trying to finish the whole drink, but gave up in the end cause yun was bored sitting there for a long time.

today's the first time i got into iShop, and god, i didnt know it was so big. yet that place is really overstaffed la. hahaha. iMac is so pretty, im so tempted to get one. :)
& i saw this very cute gadget, its for ipod, but i have no idea how it works though.

it's cute right, heehee

you press its tummy, its bigbig eyes move, and its mouth lights up too. cutee, especially when its looks alien. haha.

okay so now i want to watch movies- devil wears prada, and maybe snakes on plane, ivy told me its nice. :) and also little man.

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i dreamt of the way i want my birthday to be celebrated, though its still quite a long way to go. haha.

2006-09-05T00:50:00.000+08:00

yay finally i logged in, after 128749343265738 tries!

i've been sleeping at home for continuous 3 days, and i'm so glad i went out today. :)
my mummy was nice, she went all the way down to mall to get me durians! i feel so loved. heehee.
i think my sis has very unlucky hands. i remember the first time she used the printer, the paper jammed. and now, she used my laptop, the IE somehow gave up on her-she couldnt anything downloaded from ivle. this reminds me, my IE did the same thing to me in the past, and yixiang kept laughing at me. finally i got the laptop done up, IE is showing attitude again. oh yes, and the reason why my sis is hogging on my com, its cause hers was spoilt, due to some unknown reasons. she's freaking me out, i couldnt get hold of this laptop unless she is not using, and i think its not very fair because i feel that this laptop is mine.

was taking 27 alone today, and it brought back fond memories. the last time i took it to the airport was with hanxian and khimcheng. everything was so different then, the both of them were sitting behind me so happily. it was a last minute decision to go. i didnt know why i went in the end too.

the airport is very nice. :) i love the place so much, i didnt feel like leaving. and popeye chicken was fantastic. that place reminded me of the mj saxtion outing 2 years ago during valentines day. and the huggables i got from sookun&arms. suddenly i miss these people so much. shall visit them when i have the time, and when their A's are over. haha.
oh yes and kenneth said he saw a person who looked like me, with a striped top and white skirt at airport. and true enough, i was at the airport, striped top, but not white skirt. and i wasnt at the place where he was. weird, i think i have a new twin.

i feel like getting out of this country for a while. period.

finally i get my whole week packed with stuffs, i dont have to stay alone at home for one whole week! :) suddenly everyone is getting a job. i should go back to work soon.

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& now i see 21 turtles. huanyu says its to commemorate Steve Irwin - World-renowned Australian "crocodile hunter" and television environmentalist Steve Irwin has been killed by a stingray on the famed Great Barrier Reef. But, i still dont understand why do they use turtles. haha.

2006-09-02T17:33:00.000+08:00

i've been sleeping &sleeping ever since i came back from chalet, but the dark circles are as stubborn as ever.

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its boring staying at home for the past 2 days, it was really sleeping, eating & watch tv times. but most of the times theres nothing for me to eat and no programs for me to watch, i end up using the com. & i used 3 hours to read through testimonials. suddenly i realise friendster is quite entertaining, i get to see some cute photos which gets me all cracked up. haha.

i think it is time for me to read some books rather than sitting in front of the com for such long hours. not good for the eyes. lol

okay its time to sleep again.

2006-08-31T13:08:00.000+08:00

the chalet was helluva fun, all thanks to chippy & her hard work! :)

2006-08-29T00:38:00.000+08:00

The break-up is nice!

I really enjoyed today.

With good movie, good food, good companion & good times spent together.
& I thank you for the treat today.

I'll definitely miss the times spent with you.

2006-08-28T13:13:00.000+08:00

i was happy at the bbq, i got to see whom i havent seen for long though we live so near each other! :)
and i went even though i hardly knew 1/4 of the people there, 'cause there was food. glorious foood! heh. oh but the main reason for me to go was 'cause i need to pay for the alumni tee, not the food. ha.

speaking of the people, i think more than 1/2 of those who were there looked alien to me. and that means, I havent gone back to HS for a freaking long time.

okay bbq wasnt that fun at first, i was just there talking to jeline and lee. until i decided to be up to some mischief. heehee. anyway it backfired i and got myself drenched and smoked in the pail. argh, jackson and clement makes a perfect pair. hahaha.

see, the two best gay partners and mischievious shaoming.

yay im going to watch the breakup! and chalet's tmr! :)

2006-08-28T03:17:00.000+08:00

yes finally i changed my blogskin!

& i love it so much :)

2006-08-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

my mind has been pre-occupied with manymanythings, perhaps that explains why i've been having weird dreams. & those dreams are really weird, cause they do not make any sense at all. okay do dreams make sense anyway?

it was good to meet up dusty just now, my beloved girl. she filled me up with her life, & i still couldnt believe that gilian claimed herself as the belle of HS. i think she either meant she is the 'bell' of HS, or joke of HS. i know what i've said is mean, but you've gotta understand how she really is. intolerable, thats the word to use. plus downright despicable. and she's done so much harm to my friends, why would anyone want to defend her? anyway, im going to meet dusty again on teachers' day! and we shall ask aaron and chris some stuffs! exciting exciting. heh.

i wish the 4e1s will be having lunch together. bonds. :)

and also i met my loveliest guy yesterday! im such a happy girl. :D

i love the blackcurrant soda over at pasta mania! finally i got to try it after craving for so long. i want to try the other flavours soon! mango, passionfruit etc. they all sounds so nice! :)

i cant believe the world is so small, where your friend knows the friend of your other friend. okay its crap. but it shows how small the world is. i feel no matter what you do, somehow or other there will be a way to get to know some things which you never expect yourself to know. clubbing brings about surprises. and MORE surprises. heh.

and imagine suddenly someone tells you your schoolmate is going to get married soon. scary isnt it? like, you are getting married when you are 18?! perhaps not even 18 yet. 17? and imagine the next time you see her, she introduce herself as mrs so&so. haha. i think its really weird.

i think it is time to dye my hair. i think.

and it's time for the class outing thing again. the idea of meeting d.n.raj during the outing, duh it turns me off.

havent anyone realise people are changing so much within such a short period of time? perhaps im too paranoid, but... i dont know. sometimes its too much for me to take.

i want to change my blogskin to something else. im getting sick of this, yet im doing nothing simply because i couldnt find a nice skin. and i have no idea how to do up one myself. it's time to learn, yongqi.

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im plunging deep,
i have no control of what im doing anymore.
& i miss the long phone chats dearly.

2006-08-22T19:43:00.000+08:00

im surfing net as though there is no paper tmr.
save me.

past papers were crap, all i aim for is a pass.
let me pass pleaseeee.
ive been trying to study hard, really.
hahaha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIPPY CHUA!

2006-08-19T22:08:00.000+08:00

3 papers, 3 days to study. its so screwed.

2006-08-09T09:38:00.000+08:00

finally i got the time to watch movie! :D
lake house was nice, though the ending part was quite weird, to me only i guess. hahaha.
many more movies calling out to me already, and i wanna watch all of them soon!

fireworks was nice! though the view wasn't that fantastic.
my favourite is still the heart-shaped ones! :)
the triple-heart shapes in one.
ahhhh, i wanna watch fireworks againn!

supper was cancelled yesterday, let's hope it still goes on today.
i think we should find someone who drives to go along, so we dont have to waste money on cab fares. haha.

ok lastly the uccd paper which was hell. imagine 'okay, last 5 mins', and my last question was untouched. 16 marks okayyyyyyyyy. and given that i didnt finish some of the questions in fromt, this paper is gonna kill me. just let me pass, let me pass, let me pass.

but im sure overall i wouldnt fail this module, since i've already passed it.
thats a good thing, 'cause i wouldnt forward modules, and wouldnt be performing for another IBM like chiuhao. hahahaha. jk.

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i love that top from asos, but its expensive la. :(

im going out for dim sum and shopping!
i love my parents so much! :))))

2006-08-07T22:02:00.000+08:00

so it was studying at compass again with the usual 07 peeps. it is so good to have ex-classmates(and also current ones, ms eng ying) who lives near you(although some doesn't) to come down and study together. :) and i was on time today! okay, i couldnt believe it too. haha.

uccd is ultra dry, we couldn't really get all the facts into our heads, so.....

all of us started talking rubbish, as usual. then some people started cam whoring.
ok photos tmr, it is taking hours to upload the pics.

after all the rubbish done, our dear president craved for durians. so the remaining 5 of us(seu hin, lee kar, lian bing and ong yi, we are such poor things) went down to hougang for durians. bought 5 d24 durians for $20! cheap cheap cheap, and omg, it was sooo delicious! i love the durians there la! okay, all thanks to eng ying who brought us down to the stall. so ong yi, eng ling and me started eating durians, and we finished like 3 durians? hahaha. oh lian bing joined us(the eat durian people) after he finished his banmian.

in conclusion, we are such gluttons. we gave up studying UCCD and travelled down to hougang to eat durians instead. ok, actually no one had the heart to study since it as only 30%.

2006-08-06T02:14:00.000+08:00

it was nice&fun&noisy&crazy&whatever-you-can-think-of at ChinaOne yesterday, again.

and also, it was nice to meet up ame jan and jess.
the friendships which lasted 12 years & 8 years. unbelieveable, aint it?
anyhows, it is good to know someone has been with you for more than half of your life, and is still with you all the while. <3s!

& we wanted to watch fireworks, but that place was too crowded, so we settled for marina square. didnt get anything, im super broke, i came home with only 20cents on hand. pitiful, aint i.
i shall watch fireworks on tues. :D

2006-08-04T19:37:00.000+08:00

finally all presentations over. im so so so glad. :)
padma rao is really an ass. well, everyone knows she is la, no need for further elabs.

study week next weeeeeek! but exams are coming. :(
im going to watch lake house next week, like finally after all these busy busy schedules i had on hand. but i want to watch pirates again since i missed the front part, but i think the show will be down soon(or is it down already?) also, i want to watch click!
& yay, im going to meet 07s later and the jewel bitches tmr!

i lost my thumbdrive yesterday, damnit.

anyway, presenting our super big sax section! i always wonder how can our section be this big.

2006-08-01T15:22:00.000+08:00

so ibm was over on sat! :)
oursection, the retroretro sect! :))

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so that marks the end of IBM concert. i love saxtion!

& im so glad i passed fma. :D

2006-07-27T01:18:00.000+08:00

till then.

2006-07-23T22:19:00.000+08:00

i've been so kpo, and i started to see things which i shouldnt. friendster shows so many things, you cant hide things even if you want to. ok nvm this is crap.

times like this when you start to regret, and then see the girl you like with another guy, its so so hard to face reality. but he tried to be happy, and i hope he did it. =)

gotta rush rwps report! oh yes, i got a warning letter for rwps. wth.

2006-07-22T23:47:00.000+08:00

i was thinking.... is my memory really that bad and short?
okayyy, i am. somehow, i thought of eileen's blog, and i rem and short?embered the tagboard thingy, where that freaking idiot used my name and flamed something, i couldnt really recall. think&think&think, then i remembered what happened. that day we were so hardworking, me eee bh and yx went to woodlands lib to study. yl didnt go with us, cause she went with esper instead. then the four of us went for lunch, we didnt want to leave our bags in the lib cause we thought it wasnt safe. so in the end, bh placed foolscape papers on the table, and left his bag on the seat, and we went for lunch. when we came back, the table was occupied, but there was one seat that wasnt. and that was the seat where bh left his bag. (oh! we were studying econs, and we love econs!) hahaha. then blahblahblah, cant really recall. i think there was the other time where we went off to eat after studying, econs again i guess. then went yx house for mahjong, risk, cluedo and soccer. and risk was funny, the 3 of us attacked the red army which belong to bh, and in the end, his army then toally disappeared from the board. and we cabbed home, bh took the cab from yx's house to yew tee station, and he paid 5bucks for that. ok, we were mean.

the other thing that i remember is the overnight mahjong over at eee's house. gamblings and more gamblings, and how our group rushed to finish IDEAS proj in the night. i love 07!

oh yeah, how can i forget the zoo outing! hahahaha.

and then i realise...... i really spent alot of time with eileen in the past.

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ok forget that. work was farney. you get to see the weirdest among those weirdos. there was one guy, who tried a pair of pants for 10 freaking minutes, came out and requested for another design. 10 mins later he came out, asked for another size. then gave him 2 pants of different colour, and he took 15 mins to try the both of them. after like 45 mins, he decided that the first design suit him better. wth. ok so went to get the first design for him, he tried the size again. 15 mins later, he came out(finally). i thought everything was gonna be well. he asked for a size smaller. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i think he hogged the fitting room for nearly 1.5 hours? crazy. but, he's funny too, due to his actions, smiles etcetc. and his name is dominic. hahaha.

then i was at the men side, went over to serve this tall and skinny customer. he sounded so exicted talking to me, i was wondering why. then my in charge came out, and told me 'beware of him, he's a lil cranky'. i was so freaked out can.
no matter what, i aint gonna serve men who are tall and skinny, with a bald head or with a backpack. omg imagine a guy with those small small backpacks. freaky.

i really wanna take one month off work. =(

everything's gonna be fine, right?

2006-07-18T21:20:00.000+08:00

was reading fongyee's blog, and saw mrs lee's tag. that really brought back my 4e1 memories, especially the malacca trip. the trip was fun, but something heeliarious happened. we weren't allowed to get into the boy's room, but you know la, we are so playful. so belinda and i went to rudy's room for poker. we told sharlyn to call rudy's room when mrs lee is coming over, cause she needed to apply medicine on ---'s feet, cause he stepped on glass earlier. but sharlyn failed to, and suddenly mrs lee came up. bel and i had no choice but to hide, so rudy asked us to hide in the bathroom. we went in, pulled the shower curtain, and hid in the bathtub. but who knows, mrs lee came in to the bathroom to wash her hands. initially she didnt see us, until she reached in to get soap. a lil hole was opened up at the side, and she jumped, because she saw shadows. then you know la..... we were caught and scolded. hahaha.

the teachers then decided it wasnt safe to trust us, so they went to the next room. hueyjin was about to lie on dont-know-who's leg, when the teachers burst into the room using the master room key.(see, we dont have privacy cause they can get admision to our rooms.) jingmei junde houteck and hueyjin were in the room, so they were scolded too. the teachers were super upset with us, so they threatened us, saying they will give us a black mark or something. doesnt really matter la, i think they didnt care after we went back to school.

aww, sudddenly i thought of prom night and graduation day. graduation day didnt mean that much as compared to prom night. prom night was the best day ever, and i remember going to aloy's house with yahong and huanyu after prom. prom night was all about cam-whoring and eating! haha. oh yes, the only photo i took with reuben was the most difficult photo taken. somehow people wants to hide behind us and interfere la, hahahaha.

i want to get back my sec school days, and get to see my lovely classmates everyday. the noisy bunch who always wanted to quit school to sell otah.
i miss belinda who sits with me everyday without fail for 2 years, tolerating my nonsense, rubbish with me, sleep and eat in class, and yet get fantastic results.
i miss sharlyn and aniza, who often lunched with me and bel, and joined in our rubbish talks.
i miss huicheng, who walked through so much with me in the 2 years. there were bumps along the way, where we faced backstabbing and stuffs, and internal conflicts which was caused by another freak who tricked us into believing her.
i miss piggy who hangs out with me after school, be it at hougang point or green or wherever. my best shopping partner.
i miss huanyu, though i always laugh at him. and also his gang, jiao, weijing etc.
i miss band, everyone in 4e1, that guy in 4e2, the girls in 4e3, some skss people, etcetc.

hougang sec was such a loveable school, where every knows each another since we were the pioneers, and that place holds my best memories.

ok, time to study.

im missing my sec classmates+schoolmates again. i wonder when i can find time to meet dust. she miss me so much, i miss her too. :(

its been long, & now i know what i treasure most.

2006-07-18T15:11:00.000+08:00

im so pissed after uccd, which sucks to the core. long story, blahblahblah, i dont give a damn anymore. moodswingsmoodswings, hehhehheh.

i think everyone is getting pissed la, even our bitchy president. one after another getting into the 'contagious' mood swings. i wonder why, maybe too many projects and stuffs? tmr's pscm presentation, and hrm report due on friday, which is barely completed.

so tired, i feel like sleeping already. fma is so so boring la. everything is boring btw, all except watching tv and sleep. im such a pig.

i feel like quitting school.

2006-07-16T11:51:00.000+08:00

today is the 16th. and i just forsaked 48bucks so as to study fma at home(i hope i do la, cause its going to 1 and i've done nothing.) =(

pretty amazing huh? it looks 3-dimensional but it's actually drawn two-dimensionally!

// so eunos didnt tell me about jansen's bdae chalet, and jansen asked me why i didnt go. ok la, i think even if eunos told me, i wouldnt go. perhaps eunos knew i wouldnt want to go, so he didnt tell me? he must be trying to save me from jansen's questions. eunos wanted to help me la, i know i know. hahahaha.

if i could, i'd take every secret fear and desire i have, and paint each one in different, bright colours. i'd tie a pretty satin ribbon around each, and travel the world giving them away to strangers. maybe then i wouldn't be emotionally crippled - because secret fears and desires do not exist without the other - i'd freely be neurotically, sinfully, confidently yours.

2006-07-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

i want to disturb chip, but she refuse to entertain me. :(
work was good. i woke up on time, and didnt feel tired at all(i wonder why). haha. and i was the first to reach! yay! the sad thing is, break time reduced to 45 mins, damn.

today is sucha good day, cause i saw many friends and also handsomes+hunks+etcetc.! i saw a super handsome dj over at singtel. ahhh, brightens up my day early in the morning. next eunos came, and talked to me! :D then i see this hunk, who is handsomehandsome. i love his body build la! but sad thing was, he was holding the girl's hand. haha. ok doesnt matter, at least i get to see him. then kenneth came over! havent seen him for a long long long time la, since last year march? dont remember. he was nice enough to come over and visit me, though we only talked for a short time. ken, i think you should have asked me 'do you sell books?', cause that will be extremely dumb. haha. break time went over to meet girlfriend. talked rubbish, as usual. after that san and joanne came over! i love them so much la! <3>

finally work ended. was about to leave taka, i saw 4 monkies, huanyu, yuanfang, james and WEIJING(as handsome as ever)! on the way home on train, i saw frederick, connie's ex(i-forgot-the-name), and john(CUTEEEEEEEE).

so in conclusion, today is a very very good day! im starting to love work, cause i get to see such things, heehee. but i dont feel like working tmr, im lazy. midshift midshift. :(

maybe san's is not going to watch pirates with me. :(

everything was good, until your two words shattered every single thing.

2006-07-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

today is greatgreatgreat, even though i dragged myself out of bed in the fantastically cooling weather to attend PSCM early in the morning. not bad eh, but was late as usual. had a short yet nice nap before work, before someone kicked me out of bed. haha. but the afternoon was love. :)

oh yes, happy birthday to christopher lian binghan. hahaha.

2006-07-10T19:36:00.000+08:00

pun sia man kai sup kong sai lam ba li cup. nong kai sup com ma lai sum. yup sol ma ya cup put some. com ma li sup cup kong.

2006-07-10T19:20:00.000+08:00

hi everybody! first of all, let me introduce myself. i'm Eileen Ong, posting on behalf of Miss Wong YongQi because she's too busy doing her ppt slides for her UCCD proj. hai.. last min work. poor thing.. but actually, i'm more poor thing than her. cause i can go home at 3pm but i stupidly chose to stay and wait for them until now. time check, 7.19PM. ya.. it's still early. =.= boo hoo hoo.
and everything i turn 90 degrees to miss wong's com screen, it's always still on the NON-VERBAL COMMUNICATION slide. for dunno how many hrs liao, or isit tt i've so much fate with tt slide tt i jus happen to see it everytime i turn there. wahaha..
okie, this is obviously a rubbish, shitty cum crappy post. but i'm still happily typing and pressing away because.. I HAVE NTH TO DO!!!!! Eileen Ong has posted 2 long long post already, one on her blog and one on the retail blog (this is the 3rd). but they're not done yet. :(
my hands are so cold. bbbbRrrrr... type type type.
oh no! someone's peeping at me typing instead of doing her own work. guess who tt person is?lalala.. so dumb. I WANNA GO HOME LIAO!!! bleah..
nvm, my dinner will be on ah yong later. we shall go some classy restaurant for seafood, sharks fin, abalone, buddha jump over the wall, blah blah blah..
now you guys know how BORED i am, and how ~~crappy~~ i am. =D
all of a sudden, i feel like the most hardworking person in this whole wide world. so late liao and i'm still in the sch's library. okie, although i'm blogging away.. haha.

finally, ARE YOU GUYS DONE???!!! to yq, yx, yl and jolie. hahaha..

2006-07-02T08:28:00.000+08:00

i so hope someone would visit me later. or else im going to sleep while working.

2006-06-29T17:45:00.000+08:00

was out with piggy, and i saw jiao when i turned round. i didnt expect myself to see him there, after such a long absence. its been long since i last saw him. however we parted our ways soon. he, the one who taught me a whole lot of things(but nothing positive afterall, starting from betting to something else), always bring peanuts back to singpaore from mountain hole. he met huanyu in the afternoon, and he met me at night. hahaha. its his luck, he's lucky! i wonder what huanyu told him in the afternoon man.

ok i realise its time for me to get some time for sec friends. i really do love these people from the bottom of my heart. :)

2006-06-25T22:29:00.000+08:00

today's sunday, and school's starting tmr. that marks the end of out holidays. arghs.
I HATE SCHOOOL

endless projs umcompleted, tests coming up, tutorials, and work. im gonna work work work, but continue to live with a depleting bank account. =(

i'm super forgetful, i keep forgetting to return the money i owe joanne. it's been weeks, but somehow i still hasnt gotten the chance to transfer money to her. joanne's gonna kill me. hahaha. i think (i think) she reminded me the other day when i went to look for her and san, but when i neared the mrt station, i totally forgot about it and went to take train. hahaha. as usual the short term memory.

ECM's test on tues, and i think im going to fail. damn.

2006-06-24T00:57:00.000+08:00

went out with huanyu some days ago, and i think that was the day i met the most number of ex-schoolmates. it's always like that, i hardly meet anyone from school when i went out with others. BUT somehow, whenever i go out with huanyu, its always that coincidental. i always wondered why, but....

saw huiwen and kellyn at kovan. shopped around, waited for piggy to come and meet us. in the end she said she was busy. derrick was out with his friends to watch cars, and kenny didnt come, i dont know why. and that left the 2 of us.

over at orchard, we saw derrick, vina and li boon. i was wondering if im going to see ber somewhere, since she always catch me and huanyu together. haha. finally we decided to go over to crystal jade after like 30 mins? we are the undecisive pair. and omg, huanyu was so dumb, he added vinegar to his fried rice instead of light sauce. eileen's gonna laugh if she ever sees this. hahahaa. i was pretty full when we left crystal jade, but he still complained that he was hungry. i think his stomach is big enough to fit the whole universe. so while we were going down the escalator, i asked him where he wants to eat next. that question sounded extremely strange, cause we've just eaten. haha. left for work next, and i dont know where he went. i lost him after i went to the toilet.

i miss the joyous times with my sec school peeps, but yet i couldnt squeeze out time for some meetups. they are busy too, trying to mug for exams and do well for mids now. i havent met my 2-year-table-partner for such a long time. i really miss her. :(

2006-06-15T00:39:00.000+08:00

i've finally updated this blog.
i love my dearest sweet girlfriend so much, 'cause she waited for me after work (ok, i asked her to, and she did) though she was super tired. watched she's the man, and it's super farney! nice nice nice movie :) miss cloudy is over at bangkok! i also want to go over to shooooooop. hehe. im gonna be rich at the end of the month, so i can shop! :))))

2006-05-29T08:44:00.000+08:00

headache headache headache.
shouldnt have come for rwps, i should have slept in instead. what a waste of time.

went to natioanl lib in search on info for islam. i was late, that explains why eileen was late too. yun wanted to act angry, but you know her la. everytime say wanna act angry, but in the end also laughed out. oh yes, her new name is vanessa, and she acknowledge that name too. lol. anyway, we didnt get much info on islam though.

went down to bishan for movie, luckily i was early. i was so worried that i'll be late, especially when fongyee called me for 2 times, and both times i was still on the way. x-men3 was nice. even though i didnt watch x-men1 and 2. haha. dinner at was dome was quite good. i ate a chicken pizza, which lee recommended. lee treated the 3 of us. and he wanted to trick xinhong that he's admitted to hospital. but in the end they tricked anchun instead. reuben is super farney la. he kept a straight face throughout the call, and told him lee came down with dengue. yay and we cabbed home, i was so tired. lee's treat again. =)

2006-05-27T18:40:00.000+08:00

i hardly have days like this, where i stay at home doing nothing. the past few days had been hectic, having to cope with completing 3 projects and 3 tests is no easy feat. luckily, the week is over. but there's still 2 tests coming up, and the UCCD individual project. argh, how i wish its holidays already, so i wouldnt get all these shit. on a lighter note, one more week, and it'll be e-learning week, which indirectly means HAPPY HOLIDAYS! =DD time flies, it felt just like yesterday when we first saw our new classmates and were grumbling about not being with '07.

anyway,
HRM test pretty sucked. ji dong pai is crazy, she's only going to announce the failures on thursday, and expect them to do the make up test on friday. who do she think we are? people with no life, and studying HRM everyday? come on la. if i get to know i failed the test on thurs, how am i going to study HRM again & memorise everything, and sit for the test in just ONE NIGHT? totally rubbish. if i failed, i doubt i would even study for HRM retest again.
in my opinion, she must have studied HRM too much thats why became so ji dong, with all sorts of exaggerated actions. she is also deaf la, always repeating what the others mentioned. hahaha.

FMA was teedious, to me at least. lots of tricky questions. luckily yingling was sitting beside me. loveeee. =)

RWPS is boring, with an idiotic teacher. her teaching sucks, she doesnt even teach and expects us to read everything off the blackboard ourselves. no one likes RWPS, nor the teacher anyway. she delayed us for our test, and acted busy with answering doubts when the invigilator came. she can go mediacorp act la.

yixiang asked chen yen if there is going to be retest for PTH when the test barely even started. chen yen didnt even bother to answer him. hahha, heeelarious.

YAY im going to watch x-men3 tmr! ok, i was pretty held back at first, i dont know if it'll be awkward. but anyway i decided to go. initially i thot hanxian would go, but he said no. =(

i reeeally wanna watch da vinci code! even though many said the show isnt nice.

2006-05-20T22:59:00.001+08:00

THIS IS JIAWEI THE DUMO! =)

2006-05-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

YES! one project down. =)

but im not really happy.

everything is just so fucked up la.

2006-05-17T10:41:00.000+08:00

YAY IM HAPPPYYYYYYYYYYYY! :D:D

2006-05-15T18:18:00.000+08:00

what goes around, comes around. what goes up, must come down.

im extremely indecisive.
i dont know if i should go for the sweden trip.
i dont know if i should forfeit my 200 bucks.
i dont know if i should sell the birks.
i dont know if i should go for band tmr.
i dont know if i should get some time off band for myself.

band is eating up my time.
i have no time for projects, and
i have no time for myself, at all.

and i really wonder where did my 80 bucks disappear to. :(

everything is piling up. projects are dued soon, tests are coming.
its too much till i can hardly breathe.
you worst enemy is yourself-its so true.

2006-05-13T12:30:00.000+08:00

jiawei is dumo. hahaha.

2006-05-11T09:36:00.000+08:00

RWPS is so boring. i had to wake up super early for this dumb lesson.
i hate misunderstandings la, why didnt she come and ask me about it in the first place. im not angry or anything, i just find this whole thing absurd. anyway, having to pay $400 more for the sweden trip, i really have to reconsider. since im pretty broke.

fund raising yesterday, i think i went just to eat. eat and eat, and more eatings. haha. yimei and ivy are the future cookie sellers la, hahahahahaha! yimei can quit her blanket selling job and go out sell cookies. then ivy can be the one who sets up a website for the future cookie business. they can walk along the streets to ask people buy cookies. their sales was fantastic. the cookies are gone within few minutes. hanxian they all aso very lihai la, can sell cookies for $10.

met piggy after school. i think she waited for me for quite long. heh.
oh yes, hanxian gave up his seat for one auntie on the train, which was quite unbelieveable. lol

thanks ziying for buying me the birks =D

2006-05-08T08:29:00.000+08:00

im always late for 8am class,

no i mean im always late for class.

hahaha.

FMA is super tough.

2006-05-04T12:17:00.000+08:00

this blog is not stagnant, yun. just that im lazy to blog, so im doing this on a weekly basis, during ecm lesson. :D okay, i'll blog more often.

went over to brewerkz to celebrate joanne's bdae.
i know its kinda late, but
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HAPPY BELATED BELATED BELATED BELATED BELATED BIRTHDAY, JOANNE!
exactly 5 belated days since your birthday.
the surprise cake and gifts, the two towers of beer, Almost everyone going drunk and the stupid actions that followed.
anyway, eveything was nice that day, and i bet joanne was preeeetty touched. =)

Nothing much happened this week.

super pissed. i just dont understand why its always like this. its been weeks, im gonna burst.

2006-04-27T12:17:00.000+08:00

ecommerce is super boring.
san is online shopping AGAIN, nothing amusing. she's rich la, haha.
yingling is reading something off sp's website.
yixiang is paying attention, as usual.
another project up for ecommerce. everyday projects, im getting sick of it.
sectionals later, haha. i wonder if im going, since hanxian not going. heh.
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2006-04-26T19:04:00.000+08:00

school sucks. and mine is a pretty(ok i mean VERY) stressed-up class.

i guess prolly everyone in the class reads lecture notes beforehand, all except the few of us. :(

2006-04-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

i admit i have voracious appetite. hahahaha. so it was sliced fish bee hoon and yong tau foo. i swear i was really hungry.

fma practical was fun, thou i didnt pay much attention to krishna. that doesnt matter anyway. the amazing thing was 08 11 and 14 had classes next to each other. and so i saw joanne yvonne and the retail peeps. lol

headed down to suntec with san, pres, jo, yun, chip, albert, kar and hinhan, for the free ben and jerry's. OH YES AND EILEEN! i forgot about her just now, so so so sorry. how i love 07 gatherings(sort of). i had 2 scoops of chocolate fudge brownie, oh-my-love. I ONLY HAD 2 SCOOOOOPS! :D the guys had 4 scoops, omg.

went down to carl's jr, and rubbish-ed. heh.

2006-04-22T17:31:00.000+08:00

baby, everything's gonna be fine.
yes it will.

so UK's outta our class. and that means one smart-ass is out, phew.

it was good spending time in my house all day, other than meeting love for my craved lemon tea.
i thought i can have a whole free day tmr to sleep, but in the end i realised i gotta go joanna's house to bake cookies. love told me she's sure she'd get diarrhea after eating those cookies. damn. this is bad.

i think its time for me to really pay attention in class, rather than playing and daydreaming all the while. now i totally have no idea what do i need to write for the ECM essay, damnitagain.

2006-04-22T00:29:00.000+08:00

im unreasonable and demanding.

im super irritated.